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grief

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    and so this is christmas

    I know–its just another day. The magic has long-since been lost, and the constant badgering of fake holiday cheer perpetuated by greedy retailers and incessant radio play of christmas songs has…

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    Happy Birthday, Dad

    He would have been 65 today. Instead, we celebrated Christmas with all the gifts that he bought for us, wrapped for us, and had waiting for us since September. It was…

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    home

    being back for thanksgiving, a few weeks after I left, and a little over a month since my dad died–is strange. His presence–something that was so strong the first few nights…

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    impossible

    my horoscope today: Overview: The stars give your attitude a makeover when you least expect it. In a strange turn of events, the very chore that you used to loathe becomes…

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    sigh

    night after night, I have been having dreams where I search for my dad, as if on some impossible treasure hunt. One night, i dreamed I was standing in his tool…

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    goodbye, cruel world

    with the canadian’s assistance, I finally purchased a dvd player (welcome to the 21st century already). We have one, but its downstairs. And I just want to be alone and not…

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    moving on

    He whom we love and lose is no longer where he was before. He is now wherever we are. –St. John Chrysostorn…

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    dear dad

    I don’t know why but I feel like I can communicate with you like this. Maybe it’s all in my head. You just don’t feel gone. Everything is just the way…