C and I had a convo the other day–over ice cream at lunch, of course. Our new ritual.
It was about exes, and how we never move on, just forward.
Ive actually been thinking about that a lot these days, especially in light of the feelings that still swirl in my head/heart for scb. All my talks w/DJ have made these feelings resurface and even though its been over five months, I cant believe that those feelings are still there.
When I stop to think about it though, those feelings are still there for my other exes–theyre just buried a little bit deeper.
Its so weird. Why does it seem like everyone else “moves on,” not just moves forward. Everyone but me.