i was going to post today to talk about my weekend–about how scb and I hit a rough patch and how we worked it out…
but none of that matters now.
he accepted a job offer in nyc.
he’s leaving or has to be there june 1.
we won’t be continuing our relationship long distance.
he actually came over to tell me in person (a fucking first).
he cried before he could even let it out
I just stared blankly at the wall.
i guess i knew it was coming, i just had hoped that it wouldnt.
theres a lot I want to say, but cant.
he’s here. asleep. im trying not to let him hear me type.
weird how normal things still seem. yet i cant stop looking at him without thinking that it may be the last time.
sigh.
